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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2009|05:27 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

I know I've strayed from this site for a really long time. I probably won't post here much anymore as well because I just don't remember anymore. So I'm going to leave you with two places I frequent daily if you really need to keep in touch or just wonder what I've been up to. Life has taken me and thrown my ass into the fire we'll say. I'm on a soul searching adventure to pull out of the ashes and be reborn a better soul. I've had my share of things and its time to finally bury the old and set out with the new. May the hurt, pain, and emotional bullshit be forgotten much like everything else in the world.


I'll friend you under the assumption you do message me saying who you are. If you don't tell me I'll probably not add you. Thanks so much.

~Lady S
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2008|04:33 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[mood |blahblah]

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I need advice/help [Sep. 18th, 2008|07:29 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[mood |worriedworried]

First off Vista is the bane of my existence. I just want to point this out to everyone now. Secondly, I'm at a rock and a hard place with this piece of shit right now and I want advice.

Since January the system has not shut down on its own and refuses to. It simply hangs at the shutdown screen for what seems an Eternity. So every time I have to shut the comp down its a hard shutdown by manually holding in the power button. I realize this is unhealthy for a computer but with my parents breathing down my neck about electric costs I can't leave her in sleep mode either all the time.

Secondly, she will not accept her updates and goes into fits trying to revert back to its original setting. So the comp isn't getting the information that it should anymore.

Now the computer is starting to blue screen and I know that is bad. God forbid I've lost how many in the damned past due to the "blue screen of death". So help me I'm fed up and worried I'm going to loose yet another system. I just don't know what to do to help the computer get itself back on track.

Please for the love of whatever is holy will someone help me figure out why my computer is acting like this? I loose internet I might as well take a good hiatus away from everyone. Frankly with no long distance here I'm extremely isolated from the world and all my friends.

Help please T_T
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2008|09:29 am]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[mood |melancholymelancholy]

I'm just posting a message this morning letting you all know my aunt passed away last night in her sleep. She's not suffering anymore but I know my dad is taking it pretty hard since its his closest sister. I'm just meh on the whole thing because though I loathe my family... she was the one that babysit me when I was little. I didn't think this would hit me like it is though *sighs*
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and in the Gaia Realm... [May. 21st, 2008|07:43 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[Current Location |...]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |...]

Wonder why those two are so stoned... could it be because of... *grins*

Whoo my little girl is finally going to make me a grandmother *feels proud*
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Dilemmas [May. 2nd, 2008|07:12 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[Current Location |Somewhere]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Hack~ New World]

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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2008|10:05 pm]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[Current Location |...]
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |Linkin Park~ Numb]

...Fair warning...Collapse )

Something to lighten the Mood... [Mar. 21st, 2008|11:01 am]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[Current Location |Hell]
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |My Mother's constant bitching]

Just for fun... Poor Sasuke never forgets...

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Oh before I forget... [Feb. 22nd, 2008|10:38 am]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations

Since I may start posting in this thing again... though I do loathe the curses it puts on me... I need replies of who wants to stay on my friend's list and why. Everything for the most part will be "friend's only" so I need to know who's still with me. Most of you (yes you know who you are) will stay of course since I couldn't make it without you guys *snugs*

As for the rest or whomever sees fit post a reply why you think you should stay and I'll make a note. By March 11, 2008 which is my birthday I will delete out those that no longer care. I just feel it's time for a change... Please let me know... or fear Chibi Sasuke's cuteness ^.^

~Lady S
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2008|09:58 am]
Lady Sasuke's thoughts and meditations
[Current Location |in Hell without the handbasket]
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |Linkin Park~ Pushing me Away]

Its strange how I stray away from this thing and still I've gotten the urge to write once more because Muse tells me to. Same goes for my roleplaying on Gaia and coloring inspiration. Muse has been a sweet little inspiration yet she takes so many vacations when I really don't want her to *sighs*

Seeing its the begining of the year (well for me still at least) I suppose I should update and keep others from worrying about me. Though I really wonder who does anymore... senseless thought I know.

Anyway, lets start with the basics shall we? First off my parents have been in this fighting match for quite a while now. Every day I wake up to the same crap of yelling and screaming which might I add is mostly my mother. Dad seems to think he can control her in the spending department, and frankly she's gotten fed up with it to a point of hatred and loathing. Day in and day out I hear things that sicken my stomach more and more. To top this off dad is borderline permanent diabetic and refuses to listen to anyone regarding the situation. Not even the doctor can make him listen. He just wants to consume everything that he shouldn't and if its not accessible here, he just goes out and buys it somewhere else. He always says how he doesn't care or he thinks he should leave like a reprimanded prisoner. To tell you the truth, its tearing my mother apart that he even acts this way. So yeah homelife from hell... teacups full of firewater and brimstone in this snug little abode.

I hate it! I hate being here dealing with this garbage. The only reason I moved back is because I sucked in my pride and realized I stumbled worse than I knew trying to be independent on my own. But when one person is footing the finances it never works and you slowly drown until you're a babbling corpse wishing for life. Been there, done that, its the past not the present, onward to a new frontier. At least the credit cards from hell are slowly being paid off and my student loan has been on time for almost two years now. In that view I feel more confident about being a bit responsible at least.

Then there's my hobbies which some of you know I've gotten ridiculously addicted to watching Naruto since Walmart had the boxsets for 25.00 a piece. I've sat and enjoyed the series in uncut form and I can say that Cartoon Network has destroyed yet another good anime with a plot for once. So call me a Narutard or whatever you want... I like the anime *breathes easier*

Then Gaia still resides in my life of course where I practice new coloring patterns and bring my horses to life. Talking like that I remind myself of when I was little *chuckles*
I finally got my Pharaoh Atemu and Tamahome soquili and all is good. There's two more coming that I won't say what they are, but when they do I will feel complete except a certain couple and a merhorse yet.

Other than that I'm looking forward to Tekko and Otakon hopefully as time shouldn't be an issue. I really need to get a hold of a watering can to start on Suiseiseki's "sui dream" before August. So I think I'll trod off to bed now that I've gotten a bit off my chest. Better than curling in a ball and wishing the world would fade away. Trust me its not as nice as it sounds.

Let the sun shine through.

~Lady S

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